Just a feeling

I do not know that even now that I am fat (by the way I’ve lost 4 kilos hurray though I am still fat at 55 kilos) I feel very sexy.

I never felt sexy before when I was only 43 and then 47 kilos. Anyway, I have always been one of the boys as I walk and talk like a boy. My previous officemates in Makati jokingly called me ‘pogi’. Even now, I still walk like a boy with a very long hair hahahaha and I still do not know how to wear and walk with high heels.

Even so, I feel sexy hehehe.

Just a feeling.

Who wants to bet with me for  one thousand pesos that before the month of July will end, I will lose 5 more kilos? I am aiming for 50 kilos before August without the dieting part just pure exercises… Same as I lost 4 kilos just by exercising and no going and getting hungry… oh I hate that. I love food.

As I am writing this, I am feeling hungry again.

Maybe just another feeling.